AN INNER BATTLE FOR REDEMPTION
In virtute ac fide
in courage and trust
By Arthur Rollins Savage
A Mythic Tale
"Bewilder: An Inner Battle for Redemption" tells the mythic story of Bewilder, a 16th-Century king who leaves the comfort of his royal existence to defend his daughter’s honor on a distant battlefield. His quest leads him to an understanding far different—and far more important—than he ever dreamed. Bewilder's journey teaches us about the wisdom of listening to our heart, gaining humility, accepting the friendship of strangers, and, most important, believing in the power of love.
The myth of Bewilder came into being when the author told his then three-year-old daughter the story of Princess Belinda, a young girl not unlike herself, who lived in ancient times in the Castle Belvedere with her family. The aural tradition continued for a few years before going dormant. Then, in the summer of 2019, the author revived the idea, presenting it from King Bewilder's point-of-view.
From Episode One
Havelin looked at Bewilder, his broad shoulders slumped, his worn face and disheveled clothes betraying a broken spirit. The twinkle in his eyes slowly vanished, replaced by a sad knowing. She could see that on this journey he’d felt heartbreak, pain and sorrow like never before. This wild spirited student of days gone by was nearly a soul untethered, kept hopeful only by what he did not yet understand was no longer there.
“Take heed, dear Bewilder,” Havelin cautioned, “for Belvedere’s bloom has passed. As you proceed home, take pause and remember that time alone has the power to sew together that which has been torn apart. A gentle hand and a patient heart will serve you best. Allow the healing to occur in its own time.”
From Episode 2
Belinda’s eyes were wells of sadness. It was as if Bewilder could look into the depths of her being and see the cavernous interior of her broken heart. He understood now the mysterious signs that she’d displayed in months past that betrayed her desolation, fear and shame. For nine years, a stalwart Belinda had kept this horrible secret from the outside world, grappling with its immensity. For nine years the terror of the act and the threat of harm for exposing it lived within Belinda and her world, built around the strength of her inner defenses, until its deafening silence had begun to shake the foundations of her world. Now, as the fortress began to crumble, Belinda sat utterly broken open, her eyes pleading for love and compassion.
“Mama, Papa, why did this happen to me? What did I do to deserve it?”
As the fortress of her spirit toppled, Constance and Bewilder went to Belinda and took her in their arms, the three of them crying together in the dim light of Havelin’s cottage.
“Dear child, you have done nothing wrong,” her mother reassured her, taking the girl’s cheeks in her hands and kissing her brow. Shaken by the horrific news, Constance wrapped her loving arms around her daughter, understanding how Belinda felt.
Shock, sadness, and rage roiled in the cauldron of Bewilder’s belly as he tried to make sense of this utterly inhumane act of hatred against his sweet and defenseless child. The shock quickly gave way to anger and then guilt as Bewilder wrestled with how he could have permitted such an atrocity to occur, much less inside the walls of Belvedere Castle. How had he failed to see this danger lurking in the shadows?
This podcast will include multiple episodes between 10 and 15 minutes in length. Each episode comprises one or more chapters from the unpublished novel. Episodes may vary in length to accommodate the 10-15 minute time frame, ideal for a quick listen while on the go or in the comfort of one's abode. Episodes will be added to the podcast each Sunday, and new episodes will appear in the Episode Listing below.
Episodes coming soon!
THE CHARACTERS OF "BEWILDER"
All artwork copyright 2020 by Kip Hubbard
This power deck is designed to be a portal into the gifts and challenges our ancestors have bestowed upon each of us as we entered this precious and magical world. As such, it is only as instructional as the reader of the cards chooses to make it. The cards, through divine inspiration, allow for thoughtful introspection and enlightenment.
There are 24 face cards (blue back), 50 rune symbol cards (green back), and 126 mini virtue cards (yellow back). You may place each set of cards face down on the table, fanning them out before you. Select one card from each fanned pile and turn them over in front of you. You may choose to take more than one virtue card to add to the group for more clarity.
From here, it is up to you how you wish to interpret the images, symbols and words before you. Perhaps these cards help you to begin forming a clearer vision for you, your soul work and your purpose in the world. Perhaps they shed light on gifts that you possess but as of yet have not explored. They may also offer deeper insights into why you are who you are and how you might begin to evolve into the person you wish to become. Whatever the case, may these cards be an ongoing gift to you in your life and the lives of those around you.
My gift to you is free of encumbrances. Please use them as you see fit to perhaps gain a greater understanding of yourself, your ancestral roots and your deeper purpose.
Deck of Ancestral Runes
The deck includes:
Introduction and instruction cards
24 full-color ancestral cards
50 rune cards
126 virtue cards
(aka Arthur Rollins Savage)
Kip spent the early part of his career in New York City and Los Angeles as a lead writer at international advertising and PR firms. His writing background is diverse, spanning corporate, non-profit, creative and blogs.
In 2011, Kip continued his family fine arts legacy and began to draw. He has produced hundreds of abstract graphite and full-color works since. His artwork has been shown throughout the Mountain West and can be viewed here.
Kip lives in Boulder, Colorado with his wife Robyn, a grief counselor and spiritual adviser, and their two school-aged daughters, Brae and Lily.
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